Whips Or Kisses

This is for real. I do not pretend that this is any less important to you than it is to me. The only games I play are those with your mind. I truly enjoy using your deepest, darkest secrets to inflict a most sublime flavor of torment. I will expect you to open your soul to me and I will plant myself deep into your psyche.

Back in the recesses of your mind reside those thoughts and dreams you try to ignore, you think are just a fantasy, but I know differently. I understand that part of you, carefully hidden from the world, is more real than you like to admit. You try to deny it, you hide it away so no one sees the truth, but it is always there and it haunts you, every hour of everyday. It is more than a craving, it is a calling, and it is your true nature. I know you. I know if we stripped all that the world uses to hold this back, family, friends, work, you would allow yourself to become what you desire: A pet, a play thing, an instrument of leisure, and quite possibly the focus of contempt, but always useful – to me.

Are you brave enough to follow this calling? Do you truly seek the privilege of service? If you are one of the lucky ones and I choose to break you, you will never escape me. This will not end when you hang up the phone. Certainly you will continue to live your life, but nothing will ever be the same. Your thoughts will frequently find there way back to me at the most unexpected moments. At work, with your family, lying in bed at night, no matter where you are, what you are doing or who you are with, I will remain in your thoughts and you WILL conduct yourself accordingly. This is not hypothetical, this is not fantasy, this is fact. You may continue to live behind that mask of respectability, but you and I will know the truth. Once you have revealed yourself to me and I have luxuriated in your weakness, you will be mine.